Suprise!!!

Today im in a good mood,haha...Early in the morning, mom come and give me money said that dad give me the money for me to buy a new phone ( Because yesterday my phone spoil d,sob...sob...). At the moment, i really feel so surprise and happy. Dad have give me rm800 for me to buy a new phone,i really happy.

But at the same time, i dunno wad to said to my dad, i ask myself,"should i said sorry and thanks to dad?"since young till now,i have never said sorry and thanks to my dad so serious and so formal. Now i like dunno how to open the conversation,the word sorry and thanks really hard to come out from my mouth.

After i take my breakfast and i ready to go to work,before i step out from the door,i tell my dad "dou,thx". then,i go out to work d,the moment i talk to my dad is very nervours,so funny. because i long time din call him and spoke to him d,the feeling is so funny.

But,i'm really happy that dad actually still treat me so good. " Dad,thank you so much and sorry".i hope the problem between me and dad will be fine soon. good!

Have a nice day...hehe...

Happy chinese birthday to me...

Happy Chinese birthday to me. Today is the first year my parents didn't celebrate my birthday with me, quite sad actually. Maybe because i argue with dad so all also never mention about how to celebrate. Everyone also forgot, i also don't want to mention so much, just leave it ba. what can do?The feeling of forgotten by everyone is quite sad.

I already two weeks never spoke to my dad,i still back so late everyday because of my job. Last friday really make me feel sad,sis tell me dad scold me again,dad mention tat i'm work like a "妓女“because i always back so late. when i heard that,the feeling is he never stand on my side to think,never care about my feeling,the moment really sad but nothing much i can do. Everyday i work till so late,really tiring but have to face my family problem,i really feel wan to give up d. but i know i cant,i must be strong, as people said "you have stress,i have stress,everyone also have stress". Life is like that,i just start to step in to this reality world.823pm i'm still sitting in office listen to amei song,the feeling is quite down and sad. The fannie ng now is not the one i familiar with at all, i hate this feeling.

Gambatteh,fannie ng...

Happy + Sad...

After holiday,today very lazy back to my workplace. Today is my exam result release date, early in the morning lou mi very gan jeong de call me go check my result. I also very gan jeong go check, when i saw my result i really get shock and stone few second, because is unbelievable, i get 3A-,1B and 1C+,Im reali happy with my result, this is the !st time i get 3A- for my result. Im happy to hear all my frd also get gud result, but some of them are sad becoz fail mr chaun subject. Nevermind lah,gambatteh loh my frd...

I suppose be very happy today, but when i back from work i argue with dad. He keep complaining to my work. I really upsad that he dun understand me at all. Im working leh,im not go out play leh, why i go working still have to scold by you?i go out yam cha,u scold me,i go work u scold me,den wad you wan?i really feel tired, when i go work, workplace give me stress,when i back home my dad give me stress, i will becum crazy...Event job is like that geh,why you dun try to understand me and only keep complaining and scolding me?i ntell myself,even u putus my kaki i still will go work. Start from today,as long as im not doing wrong,i wun listen to u anymore and wun care wad u say and wad u tink.BECOZ IM NOT WRONG!!!

Why my internship life so cham geh?haih...Hope it past faster...if not i will becum crazy le...........